I could feel everyone's eyes watching my every move, I became hyper aware that what I was about to bare my soul to everyone. Standing in front of my peers, allowing myself to be judged was the scariest experience of my life — and the most freeing. I never once thought I would have the confidence to run for an elected position, but exactly one week ago I was standing at the podium ready to fight for the position of secretary. After a night of drinking some liquid courage I impulsively declared my candidacy to be Akbayan's next years secretary. Fast-forward two weeks and I was a nervous wreck constantly questioning if I was good enough and if I deserve the position. Everyone was telling me they believed in me, but I couldn't bring myself to believe in me. After talking with some friends and mentors, I finally sat down and began writing out my thoughts. The more I wrote, the more I realized how badly I wanted to give back and improve the organization that gave me...
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